Tonyt am puting down my armor and shield with tears in my hearts and a broken spirit.it was a lost battle after all the efforts.Im asking u my friends in faith to pray for me strenght to stand up after this heartbreaking downfall.Im asking for courage and wisdom to discern the purpose of evrything.Im fervently praying that in the fastest time I can understand the purpose of all these trials:(..Im crying for a dream that was lost but more tears for my family for i know i had break their hopes:(...i hate the feeling knowing that no matter how i pretend that im ok they cry for me silently...

God you know how confuse and depress i am right now..I am lifting it all to you..I am asking you the biggest favor right now to please clearly speak to me in my dreams tonyt of your DIVINE plans for me .Please LORD for me to have an inner peace and serenity.Im near breaking down so LORD PLEASE,,,,

Im lifting everything to you LORD...i dunno wat to do with my life now..Please direct me to the path you want me to take....Forgive me for breaking the heart of my family again You know that its not what i want to..Maybe its my bad decisions that hurt them so am begging you to please comfort them..

I am praying for a miracle that GOD interced in my decisions n the path i will take.am praying for wisdom n courage to understand everything in my life...hoping that dcsions i will make will take me to my happiness and joy:)..

Am praying for wisdom,knowledge,courage,confidence and peace to all my endeavors ryt now...

I am continously praying for the wisdom, courage, strenght and self confidence to bear every trial i have to face in this phase of my life..I know it will not be an easy path but I claim that GOD is with me along the way coz he knows exactly what my heart desires..I believe that HE has a perfect plan to all of US in his PERFECT time...:)

I pray that I will pass my exam and i will achieve my goals/dreams in this phase of my journey:)...