O GOD,
Whom to blame You or myself for whatever happened. What was done or going on is not right or appropriate. I m sorry from my side. But You are God you have many things in your hand. I just want me myself with my faith, devotion,my relation,my nature,my emotional,practical,physical health back as you know everything what I was and what I wish. I am very very very far away from everyone, want to smile,laugh,cry by heart but not able to. I lost my path. God Please help and gave my spiritual mother and myself back what I was few yrs ago.