I am so depressed. There is a house that is empty. So is my life. My husband deserves a much better life. I am nothing. I have no job, no hope & just want to die. There is nothing to live for. Without hope, family, friends, joy, there is nothing, nothing. Drugs from doctors just mess me up more. I need God's help. He has me here for something that I can not see. Please, God, open my eyes so I may better serve You.