I ask you my brothers and sisters I really need your prayers more than ever I am a broken man. I have incredible faith but I feel so broken and destroyed. Today is my grandfather's birthday on this day 3 years ago I became homeless. Next month marks 4 years my grandfather passed away. I was homeless for 2 years and 4 months. So much has happened in my life I have had 14 suicide attempts I became born again 3 years ago. My mom abandoned me at 2 years old at 12 I was sexualy molested. I left the country and met a girl proposed to the girl and I have been away from her for 3 years next month on my grandfather 4 year anniversary of his death was the same day this girl had a baby she will be 1 year old next month has my last name and I love the baby so much I want to get back to them so badly pray every day but my friend of 16 years that took me off the street moved 5 hours away from were we are from his girlfriend brought him to this city and left him stranded here the purpose was for both of us to work for me to get home back home and me get back to this girl but both of us working and we can't mantain ourselves we barely have no food no a/c no hot water I cry to god every night I can't take this pain no more I feel so lonely this is the first girl I have ever truly loved and that has loved me and I can't be with her. I am dying inside. I always have faith but I am so broken inside please pray for me to get back to her. Thank u in Jesus name Amen