I seriously believe that I my life is to only struggle , not ever find happiness, and for every day to be terrible. Every day I wake up and PRAY that I have a good day and that GOD guides me to where he wants me, and EVERY DAY is complete chaos. Family wise, marriage wise , financially, home life. Its never ending. I cannot see any light in my life. Nothing seems to work out for me. its so very sad and I dont know what else to do. I cant keep going on faking things are good for me .....