I am a single mom. My husband left & im sad about that but it's probably the lesser of 2 evils - it just hurts. I am going to school full time at a University an hour & a half away. I am doing such hard work & being a mom of 3 boys. Please pray that I can be less depressed and find joy in life again. Please help me to be available to my boys! I feel so squashed. I so wanted to share my life with my husband. I'm definitely grieving. I have not filed legally but please pray for wisdom in that area. I hate doing this. This isn't the life I ever wanted. I am sad.