Here I am again going through this pain. The love of my life. I love him so much. He says he loves me but he wont be with me. I have tried moving on. But then he comes back into my life. Why? Why? Why can't I heal to move on. Why wont he be with me or just leave me alone. Please I beg of someone to ask the lord to heal me and make things right. God see me cry everyday. I feel that he likes to see me hurt. But I know he doesn't. So please deeply pray for someone wonderful to come into my life. I have god and my family but I'm missing that other love.