All my life I have believed in my father god. But I have also felt that the lord has left me down. I look back on my near death experience and come to realize god spared me from death. But my question is why. All my life i have messed up. Never felt I was good enough for anything. I have made bad choices with men. And all of them has either cheated on me, psychically abuse me, mentally abuse me or took me for granted. I have asked over and over why lord why me. Why do you keep allowing these people in my life? There is only one thing I learned from all of them is I was very good to all of them. Now there is this one man I love so much. And I know he loves me. But he keeps running from his feelings. Why? I dont understand. I want to break free from him but I can't. I have tried to go on but I keep going back to him. My love is so deep for him. When we met I was breaking from a horrible marriage and so was he. We both felt lonely and lost. We went out on a date and I fell in love with him that night. I feel deeply in love ❤. We broke up 8 months later cause he cheated. But for the past year we still talk. We tried a few times of working things out. But once he gets close he runs away. We both tried other relationship but it never worked cause we couldn't stop talking to each other. I have forgiven him for what he has done to me. But he can't forgive himself. I have told him if I can you can forgive yourself. So I ask of you to pray for this man the love of my life that I believe the lord sent us together to forgive himself and to stop fighting his love for me. I know he loves me cause he tells me all the time. I need the lord to heal our relationship and to chase the devil out of it. I know we r two people to b together but the devil is keeping us apart.
Also please pray that no bad things happen with me and my job.
Thank you and God bless all you beautiful people.
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