My Mother passe away back in March. I took care of her, even after they put her in Hospice. I was there when she left me to go to God. Here it is October and some days I forget she's gone. Sometimes its almost like a bad dream, other times I know. Her estate is going thru probate court and she be done soon. But some family members are really going to be mad.She owed a lot . I'm trying hard to carry out her wishes but I have some family members who fight me at every turn. I'm not the type to show angry so when they push to hard it I explode. I know its wrong. Please pray I follow Gods wishes. I know he has me but some days I just get scared. Please pray for me to do his will.