God always has his reasons.. I am well aware of that... but this phase is so difficult for me... after a Long Long time I felt that I was blessed with love and being always a believer in giving love without expectation. I gave my all and I received all the signs to stay in it but now that same love is moving away leaving me with a broken self which I seem to not be able to redeem coz it comes with too much of loss. Loving someone again in my life I never thought I wld do... but it happened and it seemed that there was a future for me,him and my lil one.. it's so tough when suddenly things just don't go the way it was promised but I'm holding onto hope. Hope and faith that god loves me and this person was placed in my life for a reason. I want to still give.. coz I love truly and I still do. Please pray that god will reunite me with this connection as I will never be able to see myself with another as I believe in true love and commitment. I'm exhausted after being broken once... I know he is a good man and only god can guide him and me towards what it's meant to be coz deep down I know it's meant to be. My lil one's dissapointment adds on to my pain.. let true love succeed. I trust in you god.