Dear Lord,please forgive me for tolerating all I have for so long.My husband has an illness(alcoholism)and his son (meth addiction)what I was able to call "home sweet home"has now turned into a halfway house,with one depressed,lonely wife and mother(me).I pray that they would stop for the last 17 years,now I pray to give me the strength to walk out.I love my family,but I just can't seem to get out of this depression.I have been punishing myself,(lack of sleep)for fear they might fall asleep with a cigarette,crying on a constant basis things would change,yet feeling,sorry for them should I walk out that door.Please Lord clear my mind from this mass confusion and chaos.Thank You.Lord Amen