I am extremely sadden and completely depressed, lost, since I loss my husband nearly 4 years ago. I have lost several years of my life grieving and angry. I am a widow with a set of twins which I am having a hard time raising, since i am still so depressed. Help me, pray for me and just someone who can under stand why I am still this way since the loss of my husband. I know God is with me but most of the time I am just so depressed and sadden. Nothing feels right anymore...I ask for prayer, patience, and understanding for myself and my children. Especially Prayer...for this awful life I am living without my husband...