My Mom who is 84 was in the hospital for 8 days with Diamentia and a severe UTI which made the diamentia worse. God has healed her and was sent to nursing home for rehab since this also affected her walking and very weak. Mom is still very cognitive and is aware of her surroundings. She is still in the nursing and is constantly asking to go home. I have a total of 5 siblings that have decide to have her stay at nursing home the rest of her life. I am having a very difficult time since years back I promised Mom I would never leave her in the nursing home. I am finding it very difficult to leave her there since I promised Mom. Today I am asking for prayer and guidance to help me understand what it is I should do. I know with time Moms diamentia will become worse and I know my self I cannot watch her alone and cannot afford to pay someone to help watch her. I am so scared to leave her and understand what the doctor has told me if she stays she will only get worse he also mentioned enjoy her while you still can. I am so confused and yet want the best care for Mom..although I cannot change the way mom is but I can surely try and take care of Mom so at least she will be happy once again. I am asking for Prayer and understanding what it is I need to see happen to Mom....