My life is feeling out of control. I try to remember to trust God and to give all of my worries to Him, but I have lost everything I had, including a home and a place to rest my head more times than I can remember.
Last month we found out that we are going to have to move. Our lease was month to month. This news came after spending almost 4 years fixing the house up, and a good bit of money on materials for repairs and upgrades for the house. We had been considering purchasing the house because it felt like home, plus we didn't want to walk away from all of the hard work we put into the house. The owner said he did not want it anymore. He told us that he would sell us the house for what he owed, which wasn't very much money. I thought I had a home at last.
I guess you could say I fell in love with the old house over the years. Now I have no clue where we will end up and if its anything like what has happened to me in the past, I will end up living on the street again.
I am 48 years old and my husband is 61. We both have had serious health problems for years and I am afraid that we cannot handle another move.
Today is our 10 year anniversary, but we did not celebrate it. Instead, we spent yet another night searching online for a house and arguing from all of the stress that we are under.