I will condense this as much as I can. My prayer request is to have me back. Strange saying that, but in the last 6 years I have lost myself. It started when I divorced my 3rd husband. We had 26 years together. I had been married twice before and had 4 beautiful children by my 2nd husband. He and I have stayed best friends. My 3rd husband was much younger than I but an old soul. We had such fun together and so many laughs. Coming home from work and fixing dinner together and on weekends treating ourselves to movies and making our own pizza. We did not need a lot of money to have fun as we enjoyed each other and laughed alot. After 26 years, I found out some very disturbing things had been going on behind my back and I filed for divorce. It was crushing but I held my head up and carried on. No one knew the absolute devastation I was suffering and that is when I lost myself. I saw a doctor to help get my through my own death, but all the pills in the world did not and do not help. I pray to God every day crying and asking Him to help me find myself. I am so blessed to have God as my Savior and ask that you pray for me. I need me back. Thank you