ok i dont even know where to began Satan has been attacking me since childhood but i will ask desperatly for prayer for my whole family . my brother and 2 sisters and my mom live in oklahoma and my grandma is back where we were all born Bakersfield California well i believe the 2nd week of december my grandma was diagnosed with stage 4 breast cancer and bout week after that my mom gets fired from 10 year old job so i try and cover what i coulfd tell my mom got unemployment well nope i got fired a week later so after christmas my grandma then tells us she with held info and that the shots she will be taking for the cancer will only extend hewr life so with me unemployed living with my mom unemployed i set up paypal pool to raise money for my mom to get to california asap to be with my grandma. I need prayer for strength and old doors closed that need to be closed and w2ashed with the blood of jesus i need new doors to oppurtunity to a goodf payin career and for god to speak to me in my ear and help me to know its him speakiung to me and blessings our family could use a whole lot of blessings. i have been going thru hell alone for 10 years and i feel like i am the reasonm for these circustances with my fasmily i miss my kids and i need gods heart with my heart also from my past abusive relationship i need healing my body hurts all over iu need these burdens lifted off my chest