I want to pray for not making people alienated and feeling lonely... a strength should lay in believing there is a source were everything is connected, as can be called God.
I have been also in this feeling of being outfrozen and I am more normal without deffect for this, but ...it cost me a bit my health... today I know also many good people do not have to suffer of being left lone from others, or maybe is it because these others are behaving so bad and disgusting sometimes that you have to be lone.... despite this there is an affection energy that unites humans, so alienating others, ....how about it was you?