Dear God, my soul is beaten, tired and weary, I try as hard as I can to cope and I feel ashamed because of my weak faith. I am sorry dear God. You taught us to cast our burdens to You and I have tried to listen and obey but I keep on failing and I am always on the verge of just wanting to die and be done with all my failures disappointments heartache and shame. I do not ask anything for myself anymore dear God, I just pray that You will have mercy and heal my mom and bless her with good health as she has suffered a lot, I pray that You will keep my family safe. I pray for everyone in this prayer community that You will bless everyone and come to our aid. I am sorry dear God for not wanting to live anymore. Thank You. God bless everyone.