Dear Melanie, I do not know how old you are but I am 46 years old and I have been where you presently stand in life. The one thing I can share with you is to have a made-up mind on what you want to do right now in your life. Balance is important in life so make sure having a companion right now is something you need. Ask God what His Will is? Not His will for your life? because that is more SELF-CENTERED. Do you want to know HIS WILL? So you can follow it. Once you know you will be alright because HE is all that you need. Your finances, Housing, Food, Clothing, Everything you seek on a daily basis which crosses your heart and mind and sometimes even worries you; will be taken care of if you just TRUST HIM to realize if you have Jesus YOU have all that you need. Its called RADICAL FAITH and no it doesn't happen overnight but you can start today TRUSTING HIM BLINDLY TODAY. Also, remember if you pray for patience. He will test you with things familiar to you to see how patient you will be with it. The same goes for faith and trust.

Father God, I pray for my sister in Christ who is seeking a closer walk with you. You said in you your Word for us to Ask, Seek and Knock and those who ask shall receive, those who seek shall find and those who knock it shall be opened. Melanie is Asking, Seeking and Knocking-in faith Jesus for a miracle where her Financial Aid, Housing, Job, Provision lord and Companionship are concerned. Father, I touch and stand in agreement with her and ask that you grant her needs according to your Will by your Beloved Son Christ Jesus. And May she continually give Him all The Glory and Honor due to him. May she draw nigh unto him as he draws Nearer unto her as she seeks to grow in her faith, trust, and patience. May she one day have RADICAL FAITH in Jesus Name, Amen and Amen.