As the holidays season begins I just asked for prayers for me and my fur babies to be happy and healthy and for me not to get down in the dumps this is the 1st holiday season without my partner and for me to fight these demons in my life that are trying to get back and lead me down the wrong side in life as I try to get back on the right path and for the woman who I have known since childhood and we try to get together and start a relationship together and start a new life together