As the holidays season begins I'm praying that I don't become sad and blue this is the first holiday season without the love of my life and I ask for prayers for me and my fur babies to be happy and healthy and for me to keep fighting those demons in my life that are trying to get back in my life as I try to get my life back on track and for the woman who I have known since childhood to see we need need to be together and start a relationship together and start a new life together