Need a little motivation to move forward in this difficult time and keep my mind at ease. I pray for patience, the ability to keep hoping and keep being gifted with such wonderful things and people so I can keep my own spirits up even in the hard moments. Such as now. I have to accept this and stop going backwards when I have so much to offer still. It's not what I'm without. I have to see what I have and work in that order. Get back to an easier route and mindset. Amen.