I’m praying the negative people in my life or in my surroundings stay away. I’ve learned that negative people have a problem with any kind of solution. It’s been drilled in my head for so many years that I will never be accepted or loved like he did. Lord I beg you to cleanse my mind, heart and soul with your blessings. I’m struggling but I know I matter and I have a purpose in this world especially for my kids. Amen.