Praying and say a prayer for me because I am dealing with something again [something that makes me sorrow so much and that I do not think Jesus could heal me from this while here on earth] and it is this. Even though there are so many people on this earth and in Heaven, I never believed that Jesus truly had time for me like loved me as if I was the only one [I don’t know anymore] and I pray that I may supernaturally experience Him like other people. I read about others having experiences and when I see that, it not only makes me cry, but I shut down and go into a depression. Am I worth it??????????