I'm so confused and down all the time. I love the Lord. I have lupus, Sjorgens syndrome, a platelet disorder, osteoarthritis. I work full time as a Special Needs teacher, the major bread winner, it is taking a toll on my peace and happiness. I'm tired of being strong.. I try to lean on Him. I need encouragement and prayer.. I thank Him for all I have. I just need a change . The teaching job is very stressful.