I come this morning at 12:06am on June 15th 2020 asking for sincere prayer from all Brothers and Sisters In Christ who may understand how it feel to battle life storms and feel like they cant get over them, I battle with something last night that I know come from being stressed out I always call these type of nights bad nights because I feel so overwhelm at the time with stress and not having much support at all ( emotionally and spiritually) makes it a lot harder, I really don't think that a lot of people understand just how stressed out I am , I have went through so much over these past 6 months, not only experiencing anxiety over the Coronavirus, but finding out about friends, people I thought I could trust only to find out that they could not be trusted so I had to make the decision to step back and walked away from them, I tried to deal with one of them and being naïve I found out that this person is nothing more than twisted and a user I had hope thatmaybe they would start to act right with me but in this month of June, it was obvious that this person is clueless as to how it is to be a friend, for 4 years they took my kindness for granted basically fake with me for 4 years so I am done, I had to step back I I should have been done in 2016 but decided to give way to many chances to this person that was on me I know but I have that kind of heart where sometimes I see good in the wrong people I don't understand how people like that can actually walk around and not have any empathy about how they hurt someone emotionally, just sadden my heart and makes me angry as well but I know I must keep moving forward so having this bad night last night emotionally and mentally I just could not just sit in my own darkness I had to reach out for sincere prayers from all Brothers and Sisters In Christ who take their time to read this and really pray for me.. I need PRayer for strength to keep moving forward despite my life storms, despite me wanting to give up I know giving up is not even an option .. living around toxic behavior is also added on to my stress it is just so much to all go through but I believe reaching out for prayer and receiving that kindness of others sincerely praying for me is a Blessing in itself so Thank You to all who do pray for me.. God Bless You All +~