I ask for forgiveness heavenly father, I did not know. I was so focused on figuring things out and trying to protect myself, only now I realized I had hurt myself and others. That was not my intention. Although, I can admit that I let them know they hurt me. Yes, perhaps they, too, didn't realize that they had done so. Please forgive me Lord, God almighty. I ask for serenity to change the things that I can and to accept the things I cannot change, and the wisdom to know the difference. Amen.