Dear God,
I am so tired of being misused over and over again. Everytime I trust someone in a romantic relationship, they take me for granted & start mistreating me. It has become a pattern with all partners and it is driving me insane. INSANE.
I want a good relationship and this time I did choose somebody for entirely different reasons- because I felt peaceful with him, because he cared for me..
And again..again this has happened that he has screwed me over and disrespected me.
What do I do.. is it not meant for me? Should I just give up? I keep searching & searching & I am shattered and exhausted and it hurts like hell.
Do you even exist? Because Everytime I am in this situation, I call You out to help me and Everytime there's so much pain. So much pain.
Why does this keep happening to me.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE help!
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sorry to intervene but have you have stopped to think that the reason you attract these people is because YOU r THE special person chosen to guide them out of their disgraceful treatment of people, sometimes because of things we've been thru we always look for answers to WHY ME???? try a different way of thinking and understanding of the test we must face sometimes to make US stronger..... weak people abuse others STRONG people, guide them in a better direction, despite how we feel,, god chooses us cause we are strong n its for us to recognise this, that is when we are able to pick and choose who we WANT to help without it actually hurting us..... im sorry for long response i will pray for strength for you to endure these tasks but for me when YOU are chosen to help these weak abusive people YOU totally need to continue cause it shows gods faith in you! continue to pray my dear strength will become your biggest weapon hun.xxxxx