sorry to intervene but have you have stopped to think that the reason you attract these people is because YOU r THE special person chosen to guide them out of their disgraceful treatment of people, sometimes because of things we've been thru we always look for answers to WHY ME???? try a different way of thinking and understanding of the test we must face sometimes to make US stronger..... weak people abuse others STRONG people, guide them in a better direction, despite how we feel,, god chooses us cause we are strong n its for us to recognise this, that is when we are able to pick and choose who we WANT to help without it actually hurting us..... im sorry for long response i will pray for strength for you to endure these tasks but for me when YOU are chosen to help these weak abusive people YOU totally need to continue cause it shows gods faith in you! continue to pray my dear strength will become your biggest weapon hun.xxxxx