please pray for me and my best friend. she still hasn't been speaking to me or any of my other friends and i am so worried that this won't end the way i hoped it would end. i was a really horrible friend, i was more than toxic, i was abusive. though i had mental health issues, it was not an excuse to hurt her and i am so scared that she won't find it in her heart to give me a second chance because of everything I have done. please please please pray for me.