The ups and downs of life. I desire connection. I have lonely places in my heart. I seek to consume things that makes me feel better. They never satisfy for long. I keep trying to find contentment in places that brings none. I try to fill that place the lack of pleasure or satisfaction with God. But I cannot be still long enough. I can't get what I am looking for doing the same things and I consciously know it. Growth happens outside the comfort zone but comfort is so much easier. I get distracted with what I want knowing that usually after I get what I want its never what I am looking for. Its almost as if I only want it it because it's out of reach. I exist primarily at the level of feeling. How do I transform?
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You need to find something that is positive to feed your soul. Is it helping others who are like you or worse off in life? I don't know. Volunteer - find something fulfilling to feel the holes until they close. Meals on Wheels needs volunteers. Reach out. Help others and in doing this service you help yourself.
I would love to do volunteer work and feel like I had a purpose God is my purpose, but my physical health has faded so bad that it's all I can do to just be conscious I can't explain it to you but the pain that I experience from what the devil and his minions do to me is more than any one person could bear and it's by the grace of God that I'm still alive thank you for the comment though God bless you man.
May You Be Blessed
Spiritually, Physically, Emotionally, and Financially. In Jesus Mighty
Name I Pray Amen!
Thank you for your prayers and for taking the time man. I pray for you too!
Ty bro, God bless you man thank you so much :-)
I believe and receive brother thank you so much in Jesus name amen.
Brother, you transform by putting all your trust in God's Word which says that "He who has began a good work in you will see it through to its end." Definitely read your Word and pray, but as I read your post so much of it resounded with me. At times when I can do nothing else, I rest in the fact that God is the one doing all the work. (Genesis 15:17). It brings me peace. God bless you brother.
Thank you. Good timing and well received. GOD BLESS you as well. I pray you have overwhelming joy and peace that surpasses understanding this day and every day in Jesus name.
Thank you brother that helps me a lot because if God is doing all the work and He is then all I need to do is just rest in Him and let Him do what he does. Thank you brother and God bless you.