Please pray God would show me His love for me and my worth to Him. Please pray God would show other people my worth and God would rescue me and deliver me from the situation that I am in. My life depends on Him defending me. I can't do this alone. I don't feel worthy enough to reach out and be helped because I was made to feel worthless growing up. I am just trying to appear normal and that alone is exhausting. Please pray God intervenes in my life and lets me know just how much He loves me because I've stopped fighting for me. If He doesn't intervene, I will die before my time. Sooner or later. I hope I did enough good while I was here. I did my best. I didn't want to bother anyone with my stupid inadequacy and childish problems. I am staying quiet to my death. I won't fight for me.