I can’t sleep :( I’m at a standstill and don’t know what to do. I’ve been waiting and waiting and am lost in so much confusion and am this close to giving up hope that good things will happen to me. I feel unseen, unnoticed, and unwanted and even though God knows my unspoken prayers and sees my tears every night, things are just not happening and I really don’t know what to do anymore. I feel depressed. I feel anxious. I feel angry. There’s no one left I can call out to for help.