I am so down right now because I always fail. I always need to do everything the hard way. Everytime I feel like I am doing good, something will happen and bring me back to zero. I can’t sleep. I am always scared that if i get something good i will lose it again and start back to zero.

But for now I pray for everybody here for God to hear their prayers. I know how it feels to need somebody else to pray for you. May God Bless you all forever and ever.