I need prayer warriors and God, 5 years ago I found out my husband has cirrhosis. his stomach is swollen and hard . I deal with issues mentally and physically, and I cant handle reality. I don't want to lose him. I'm so worried. I have prayed for healing , but feel like he doesn't hear me. or he isn't willing to heal him . I also feel selfish for worrying about being alone. I'm so scared .I'm lost . I have no siblings, and one child who is having problems also. I feel like giving up