I'm not myself today I haven't been myself lately because I'm gonna have blood work done tomorrow God please heal me please renew my kidneys renew every organs in my body I wanna get better with my health and stay strong for my family and friends I wanna better myself and be happy enjoying life to the fullest I had too many years this year too many anger too many stress too many broken hearted I just wanna be healed and smile again it's not my time yet God I still need to stick around on earth my family and friends needs me please God I'll put everything in ur hands tonight in Jesus name I pray Amen 😢😢😢😢😢🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏