So my husband is laid off again. He did work for 4 months but now...there is no work again. It is soooo hard to live like this!! We have four children. One of which will be going to college next year and my fear is that due to our financial woes, he will not be able to go. I am just sooo depressed that it is hard to enjoy life. I am mourning my old life......when life wasn't so difficult. It is so hard to be optimistic when so much darkness surrounds me. And yes I am blessed with a wonderful husband of 20 years and beautiful children, but all these struggles make it hard to enjoy life. Please just pray that work becomes stable for my husband.