I need prayers for my throat. I have cancer. It's getting bad. I can't help myself. I'm defeated. Please lift me up and get me off the destructive cycle I'm on. I also need help coping as I need to put my doggy down. She's old, she's such a sweetie but, she too has health issues. She has heart issues and breathing issues, cysts are starting to form all over her. Give me the courage to do this. I will miss her so. Lord I know this a lot but I implore you too give me strength, courage, and too accept my part in my health issues. I acknowledge that I've worked against myself every step of the way. My Father please forgive me. Pray for me. I'm lost.