Please pray with me as I suffer so much pain, anxiety, panic attacks and I’m so afraid to go outside, I struggle with the suicide of my son whom I found hanging, he had mental illness but I tried so hard for many many years to help him and keep him safe, but I failed as his mother & father. I became a widow at 21 my husband took his life many years ago and I raised my children whom at the time were 5,6 yrs old. I pray for strength and to calm my heart that’s broken and traumatized mentally but I need prayers and Gods help to try to continue with life.