Please pray for me. I am feeling really drained for no reason lately. It's been really hard for me to find the motivation to do anything. I have preexisting depression and I've had it for over 2 decades. I thought it was getting better...I don't know if I'm experiencing a spiritual or psychic attack or what. I just feel like this cloudiness over my mind and that I could sleep for days on end and that nothing I do matters or ever will matter. I try to convince myself that doing things does matter but I can't lie to myself the way other people can and everything just feels like blah.