Please pray for me. I've struggled with depression my whole life and it's getting worse despite everything I try. I'm already past the age where people have children. I have no life skills and I can't fit in or relate to people....I'm just too odd? I feel like I'm an outcast wherever I go. I see my brother is married and has a child and I feel like I will never be that lucky. I don't even have any friends. I feel like my life was a waste and that I'm a disappointment to God and that He regrets making me. It's getting harder and harder to get out of bed in the morning. I feel like nothing I do means anything. I can barely hold my tears back when I'm out in public or at work. It's exhausting to mask. I've lost hope this will get better but it's so heavy and it never lets up. Please pray for me. I don't want to die but I need this pain to end. It never ends. It never ends. I'm running out of ways to cope with this pain.