Standing with you in prayer! Cling to the Lord in this difficult time, read (and reread) His word & His promises, and remember who you are in Him! I also went through an extremely painful breakup months ago, and so I understand and sympathize with your pain. If you're able, start journaling your thoughts; it does help! Another suggestion: make a list of qualities you possess and the promises God spoke over your life (and read them on tough/hard/emotional days). Example: I am loved, I am beautiful, I am worthy, I am fearfully & wonderfully made, I am important, I am a daughter of the most high God., etc, Praying for you, and praying for peace, comfort and healing. May God bless you!