Lord help me, I am separating from my husband of almost 17 years. It's gotten to the point all we do is fight. I'm tired of living in the negative with him, and exposing my kids to this. I just can't do it anymore. I love him, and always will, but we're just too different from the loving couple we once were... I never thought in a million years that I wouldn't be with my soul mate... But the devil lives in him. He is always so negative, and complains constantly. I just can't live like this anymore... It's killing me. And changing me as a person, and making me bitter, angry, and hateful, and that's NOT ME! Lord give me the strength to do what is best for my family, and get through this absolute nightmare. Lord please hear my cries, I need you more than ever before!