Thank you all for your prayers and comments

I thank you all for your words of wisdom.. Guess all my life from a child, I been begging for someone to love me unconditionally.. I give repeatedly and get heart breaks in return from childhood to 50 years old. I'm so torn.. I actually prayed for a companion in 2014-2015 after my first marriage didnot work. I cspecified what I was asking God for... about 11 months later DeAndre appeared 7 out of 9 on my list, I said Thank you God... but its been filled with fake joy fake love and a lot of reality of distrust disloyalty and than I prayed bless me to change God and bless us to get married have him stop his infidelity and I be dang if I'm still living with the same disbelief.. I'm speechless...please continue to pray I have strength to walk away and never turn back.

I'm sorry to say it, but Jay Sub is right. You were warned but didn't heed God's warning. All you can do now is ask God to forgive you for not listening to Him and ask Him to help you now. He will do both. Put your trust in God and not in DeAndre. The Lord will lead us but He won't force us to follow Him. He wants us to 'choose' to listen and follow Him. It's never too late to start doing this.

God gives us free will. You got married because it was your will not God's. if he has shown you repeatedly what he is why stay? God is next to the broken hearted . He hears you. However you don't hear him. He is allowing you to find out about the infidelity but you choose to stay . When a person or situation is not for you you will repeat the lesson until you pass the test. I'll give you a cheat code no pun intended. leave and never look back!