Prayer for guidance and forgiveness of my sins and selfishness. I am sick with cancer and given up. I am scared of the confusion and I know I made a lot of sins and lived sinful. I need GOD and. JESUS and THE HOLY SPIRIT in my life. I know death is coming but I also am afraid about what happens when my body is gone. I wish to make right my wrongs but not sure I have time. I believe GOD IS LOVE it I never understand LOVE because of having been exposed to so much trauma growing up.