Despite being diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder in 2006, I know what my purpose is in this world.
However, I no longer wish to fulfill it, now that I am disabled and facing an eviction from my current unethical landlord and their attorney, who refuses to work things out with me.
Since 2021, I have been retaliated against by my landlord after a complaint was filed against them with the Code Enforcement. I continue to be slandered by them, for refusing to change myself and give in to their evil ways; they have the Jezebel spirit inside of them.
Through the leading of The Holy Spirit, I continue to refuse to go back to my old, criminal and toxic ways - which bothers my landlord and neighbors, who are the opposite.
The constant iharassment, intimidation, and psychological abuse that I continue to receive from them has made my disorder worsen. As a result, I have not been able to work, and am in the process of receiving Disability Benefits.
Every day, I continue be targeted by the landlord and my neighbors for choosing the narrow path. Along with facing an eviction, I have lost complete hope to the point of having NO appetite, while wishing this high stress, anxiety, hopelessness, tightness of my chest, and migraine headache will lead me to have a cardiac arrest and die.