Prayer Request
Please God! Give me the strength to live and love. I've lost everyone I cared about and loved. I feel so alone and empty inside except for all the pain life inflicted on me from no doings of my own. I was abused as a child and keep getting abused in one way or another. Something as simple as living day to day, eating, is a challenge. I don't remember the last time I ate. I don't care. My husband is in a care facility and he's far better now without me. He's living more now than before. He's much more content than I will ever be without him and family. I have no one to help me with the huge task of finding a place to live. I feel homeless and totally alone. Nobody can help me. I need courage and strength to survive.
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I feel so bad for what you are going through. There are people who can help you, but you'll need to take that first step. That's not always easy to do when we're depressed and in a rut, but try to force yourself to take that step with the Lord's help. Catholic Community Services or the Lutheran Ministry can help with many of your needs and you don't have to belong to the church. Your county's Mental Health agency can also help. Because of your past trauma, you can also contact your county sexual assault agency. They provide free counseling and often offer group counseling where you can often make friends. If you're over 65, your county's Office on Aging can provide a LOT of help, even with moving. It sounds like you are isolated and that's never good. Reach out and get involved by volunteering for a local organization--the county animal shelters, your local hospital--so many organizations are in dire need of volunteers. I know it's not easy--but please try to take that first step and reach out. I'll be praying for you.
Just know I am praying for you and I feel the same way you do...I feel everything and everyone would be better without me being involved, I'm so upset with my self š I really don't know what to do, I am praying for you. And you pray for me...
Iām sorry for your hopelessness and I can say I feel it too. I pray a windfall is coming your way and for heavenly treasure to fill your cup so full that even those around you are blessed by it.