I'm on a state of sadness, loneliness and longing for someone right now. Since he left abroad for work, I always miss him everyday. Now, we're a year and a half way through our relationship, I'm confused.. I'm always praying and asking for a sign from God if he will be THE ONE.. It seems like the spark is fading. I'm getting bored of our daily routine.I don't know what to do. I hope this would not last, that this is only because of my mood swings.. I don't miss him like the way I did few months after he left. Please pray for me, to enlighten my mind and to give me strength and patience. Its still 20 months of waiting.. :(