I need my faith back. I lost it a while ago and have been struggling with god and his will for me for about five years. I love god and am confused as to what god wants from me or even for me. I felt that when I needed him most he left me and I was alone I know the whole thing of footprints... I just don't feel I can trust him.... to be fair? To be loving toward me? I am not sure.. I just know I don't trust god like I once did!