Please pray for me to trust my husband again, my heart aches I can't eat, didn't realize how love can really make you sick. lost about 40 pounds, very skinny" I don't like myself cause now I'm a very jeolious person now, I just wish I can move on and be happy again with my family. 21 years with this man, can't move on with out him, there's no other man for me that I want, I gave this man my heart forever.